the one thing that i have learnt...
...from this entire weekend of birthday celebrations is that of my own importance.
I need to remember that i am important, and that i am valued. I am respected, i'm probably a little feared.
Regardless of my apparent inability to find a "girlfriend".
It just may be that it's easy to get the idea that i am quite challenging to be with, or keep up with. I don't understand this, but it is something that people have alluded to before, and it annoys the shit out of me that this happens.
Sigh. I am very tired of taking bullets for other people though...
I need to remember that i am important, and that i am valued. I am respected, i'm probably a little feared.
Regardless of my apparent inability to find a "girlfriend".
It just may be that it's easy to get the idea that i am quite challenging to be with, or keep up with. I don't understand this, but it is something that people have alluded to before, and it annoys the shit out of me that this happens.
Sigh. I am very tired of taking bullets for other people though...