More rambles...

May 12, 2003 22:52

Pot is the happiness drug, it makes you happy. I know some people say it influences your mood and pushes whatever mood you are in further along, but i don't recall ever being depressed by pot. Perhaps i am actually a happy person - thought that would disturb you. Or maybe i've never actually been depressed properly. Now that's scary...

You feel happy and you want to do happy things, play games, watch your favourite movie, listen to your favourite songs, call someone you love, make love. You suddenly crave happiess, absolutely need it, need as much of it as you can get, more and more, and this leads to some stupid but goodhearted attempts to increase it, like calling someone at four in the morning to share something incredibly important with them. Never quite ends the way you want it to.

Watching a documentary on chimps. Back soon...

drugs, thoughts

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