I feel like I'm behind on everything, my now non-existent career, my non-existent social life, fandom, whine whine whine. I try to keep all this to myself. None of it changes anything, and there are people who have it worse than me. I'm really just hoping I can crawl out of this on my own. No one is going to help me.
It has to get easier sometime. It has to.
I think I might drop a few of my fandom obligations this month and try to do something I really enjoy. Maybe go have dinner with my sister and her husband.
And I just set up a facebook. Maybe that will help...if I ever figure out how to use it.