I dunno...
Ive come to some realizations today....and they aren't really realizations a person wants to make about themselves... Ive pretty much come to the conclusion that without a person to wholly care about or drugs Im nothing but a bitter at life loser.... It just sucks...Im sick of seeing these happy couples running around loving and being loved...and wanting nothing more than that. And when I dont get it, I become...well a user...and when that happiness fades Im left with nothing except the realization that I have nothing, and nobody. I really think I just need to get a job so I can start getting my life off the ground, because this just isn't cutting it anymore, I need something to be proud of. Well Im off into my phased out reality again....ya'll be safe, have fun and be happy....bye