I'm pathetically left here alone, I cannot call this sane.
Why does everything confuse me?
Yet fascinate me at the same time...
I watch all these teenagers around me, Zach and his brothers especially, being ignorant and just down right fucking mean to each other and other people. They are so violent, it's not even funny. I just observe the things they say and do, and no matter how hard I try, I just can't speak out. I can't say, 'Hey. Shut the fuck up. I don't like that word...' Or whatever. I just can't.
I'm a puss.
(LeeAnna said I have no responsibility, immature, and that I need to grow up. Something about that angers me. I will just cross those bridges when I come to them I guess. I need to get a life before any of that shit happens...)
Yet fascinate me at the same time...
I watch all these teenagers around me, Zach and his brothers especially, being ignorant and just down right fucking mean to each other and other people. They are so violent, it's not even funny. I just observe the things they say and do, and no matter how hard I try, I just can't speak out. I can't say, 'Hey. Shut the fuck up. I don't like that word...' Or whatever. I just can't.
I'm a puss.
(LeeAnna said I have no responsibility, immature, and that I need to grow up. Something about that angers me. I will just cross those bridges when I come to them I guess. I need to get a life before any of that shit happens...)