Always got to do it with the big long john, white wall plaster, never catch on.
I've just been crying like a fucking puss because... I'm a puss. I guess I've just been real depressed lately and today I just let it all out. It started because my mom was leaving to go with her 'friend' named Pat [or as she calls him, Paddy]. I guess he's hard of hearing but can hear pretty damn good because he called earlier just to tell me that my mom left her pop in the freezer and wanted me to take it out so it wouldn't bust. I know I shouldn't be so jealous? over him but I can't help it. I just don't like him for some reason, even though I've never really talked to him at all. It might just be because I miss my dad. The point is, when she left she didn't even say bye or I love you. No big deal right? I blow things out of proportion too much I guess. I just feel like my hearts been ripped out ever since my dad went to jail. She says she can't get back with him because he will kill her, but I think that's bullshit myself. Everybody says he won't change, that he's been doing the same shit ever since they've been together, but I don't care. I can't help but love him, when he's sober. I will truley miss him if they never do get back together. Heh. Here I am crying again. Damn. Children Services are coming here tomorrow morning at nine. They said it is state law when there is a Domestic Violence case and there is children that they have to come check it out. Which fucking sucks.
Ugh. I really need to shave my legs. They are getting out of control.
Ugh. I really need to shave my legs. They are getting out of control.