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tonight-
i spent the entire day at home, which was amazing, actually. And it wasn't until around five, after i'd cleaned the house, my room, my closet, and helped out a little bit, that i left for my grandmas to hang out with my amazingly cool cousins who i miss a lot. it's wierd, because i know if i wasn't related to them, we wouldn't hang out because we're all so different. i guess the differences bring us together though because we had a blast. those kids have known me through think and thin, all my stages, all my insecurities. we know each other, get irritated with each other, love each other. totally cheesy. but, whatev.
after my dinner of salad and laughs, we took mass cousin photos and then i jetted out of there to meet people at mammoth. stephanei turner and matt lundberg left chalk messages on everybody's front sidewalk last night that said meet at mammoth at 7pm. really cool. and the whole crew came. it was great to be in the same area with turner and hebel, it's been a while. unfortunately though, i chain smoked in my cousin madeline's clothes and now they reek. and i've never chain smoked before. hmm. hebel and i played checkers on the couch there and luke was really high. maybe jude was too? i don't know. i think so. he and jeff were acting odd. they're always odd though. in a good way.
then we made our way to turner's so she could change, and then to harry's because they're moving out tomorrow and they were having an end of the house days bash. i just ggave it that name, thats not what they're really calling it though. but when i got there this girl i've known since forever was passed out on the sidewalk, we've never really been friends but you know that elementary school days bond that people have? i feel that with her. she's a sweet, smart girl but i saw her limp and being carried into kevins room. helped her puke, pulled her hair back. i've been like that. and of course she looks up and apologizes, tells me not to worry, and then starts puking again. teenagerss are crazy.
but since it was the last night, john was just like, smoke in the house whatever. which was bad for me bc i haven't been smoking weed or drinking (not thast i ever did it much, but it was all around me) so i just kept on smoking. that stuff'll kill you! some guy i've met a few times before told me that. he had a cigarette behind his ear.
do cigarette companys rule the world?
maybe.
i'm sounding like a douche tonight. oh well.
i'm in such a wierd mood. everyone i saw tonight was fucked up, on their way to being fucked up, or planning on getting fucked up. everybody's fucked up. even my cousin gets fucked up every day, or every other day. his mom thinks he's wierd when he doesn't. she has no idea of course. it's not that i'm sick of all of it. i'm just surprised at the intensity of it.
and i'm babbling. go figure.
i spent the entire day at home, which was amazing, actually. And it wasn't until around five, after i'd cleaned the house, my room, my closet, and helped out a little bit, that i left for my grandmas to hang out with my amazingly cool cousins who i miss a lot. it's wierd, because i know if i wasn't related to them, we wouldn't hang out because we're all so different. i guess the differences bring us together though because we had a blast. those kids have known me through think and thin, all my stages, all my insecurities. we know each other, get irritated with each other, love each other. totally cheesy. but, whatev.
after my dinner of salad and laughs, we took mass cousin photos and then i jetted out of there to meet people at mammoth. stephanei turner and matt lundberg left chalk messages on everybody's front sidewalk last night that said meet at mammoth at 7pm. really cool. and the whole crew came. it was great to be in the same area with turner and hebel, it's been a while. unfortunately though, i chain smoked in my cousin madeline's clothes and now they reek. and i've never chain smoked before. hmm. hebel and i played checkers on the couch there and luke was really high. maybe jude was too? i don't know. i think so. he and jeff were acting odd. they're always odd though. in a good way.
then we made our way to turner's so she could change, and then to harry's because they're moving out tomorrow and they were having an end of the house days bash. i just ggave it that name, thats not what they're really calling it though. but when i got there this girl i've known since forever was passed out on the sidewalk, we've never really been friends but you know that elementary school days bond that people have? i feel that with her. she's a sweet, smart girl but i saw her limp and being carried into kevins room. helped her puke, pulled her hair back. i've been like that. and of course she looks up and apologizes, tells me not to worry, and then starts puking again. teenagerss are crazy.
but since it was the last night, john was just like, smoke in the house whatever. which was bad for me bc i haven't been smoking weed or drinking (not thast i ever did it much, but it was all around me) so i just kept on smoking. that stuff'll kill you! some guy i've met a few times before told me that. he had a cigarette behind his ear.
do cigarette companys rule the world?
maybe.
i'm sounding like a douche tonight. oh well.
i'm in such a wierd mood. everyone i saw tonight was fucked up, on their way to being fucked up, or planning on getting fucked up. everybody's fucked up. even my cousin gets fucked up every day, or every other day. his mom thinks he's wierd when he doesn't. she has no idea of course. it's not that i'm sick of all of it. i'm just surprised at the intensity of it.
and i'm babbling. go figure.