Mama We're All Going to Die
How do you ruin the best relationship that you've ever had? Make her feel like she can't be herself when she's around you. Kelly "broke up" with me last night. I use broke up in quotes because it wasn't a normal break up per se. She told me that she still loves me and that she wants to be with me, but she couldn't be with me right now. She promised me that she would come back to me. She even gave me a time frame: a week to a month. If she keeps this promise, then I'll be happy. Right now...I'm depressed...again.
The worse part is that I wanted to call someone last night when it happened...and I ended up calling Kelly back. She's become my best friend, and I felt like I had no one else to call. It was like 12 in the morning.
I still love her, and I'm going to wait for her, but I know that our relationship is going to be strained when/if we get back together. She's already lost trust and respect for me because of what I've done. I'm a jackass and I never really deserved her.
Kelly, I love you, don't ever forget that.
The worse part is that I wanted to call someone last night when it happened...and I ended up calling Kelly back. She's become my best friend, and I felt like I had no one else to call. It was like 12 in the morning.
I still love her, and I'm going to wait for her, but I know that our relationship is going to be strained when/if we get back together. She's already lost trust and respect for me because of what I've done. I'm a jackass and I never really deserved her.
Kelly, I love you, don't ever forget that.