Roller derby frustration - nothing new to see here
OK, I got this... I can do this. This is my 3rd year on a roller derby team and I'm still not getting rostered for games. Ahhhhhhh it's so frustrating! It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to work at all the bouts where, sometimes if I'm not busy working, I get to watch my team play. Like a spectator. Like I haven't been skating with those girls for 2.5 years. Granted, I smashed my ankle in my first season but I feel like I'm getting better and my ankle is fine now and I just need my team to believe in me. At least *I* believe in me, so I guess that's all that really matters, but if other people believe in me I will get so much better - I thrive on that kind of positivity. I just wanna wear matching outfits and skate on a decent track, is that so much to ask?