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Today was a day full of so many varying emotions.
Joy, Guilt, Anger, Love, Loneliness, Sorrow..
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Today I spent the day making children smile as I danced around in a giant bunny suit. I hopped, I hugged, I danced, I gave high fives... I felt alive again for the first time in a long time. Something about seeing children's happiness completes me inside. I love them all so much. They're so beautiful in their pure, unadulterated, wonderment.
I wish I could have that back. Innocence. Even just the innocence I had three, four years ago would be nice. Enough to not know any better.
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Nate's grandfather is dying. I don't know what to say. I feel like Nate's going to fall apart with this. And even though we're no longer together, I worry about him so much. He's so close to snapping. I wish he would just get a break somewhere. His life is so hard.
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What amazes me about writing is how like music it has the innate ability to set a tone and mood with just the first phrases.
<3
smo
Joy, Guilt, Anger, Love, Loneliness, Sorrow..
~~
Today I spent the day making children smile as I danced around in a giant bunny suit. I hopped, I hugged, I danced, I gave high fives... I felt alive again for the first time in a long time. Something about seeing children's happiness completes me inside. I love them all so much. They're so beautiful in their pure, unadulterated, wonderment.
I wish I could have that back. Innocence. Even just the innocence I had three, four years ago would be nice. Enough to not know any better.
~~
Nate's grandfather is dying. I don't know what to say. I feel like Nate's going to fall apart with this. And even though we're no longer together, I worry about him so much. He's so close to snapping. I wish he would just get a break somewhere. His life is so hard.
~~
What amazes me about writing is how like music it has the innate ability to set a tone and mood with just the first phrases.
<3
smo