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So.... Joe and I broke up. I went two and a half days without talking to him but then I talked to Stephanie and realized that rather than me being oversensitive and clingy, he was just being an ass. So i called him and I was like we need to talk. He called me back after class and we got into a huge fight because I told him that the guy that was kinda seeing before him (who ultimately stopped calling me, and then Joe ended up yelling at for hurting me) IMed me and I talked to him for a few minutes. Joe FLIPPED OUT, unreasonably, and then started literally screaming at me about how could i do this and blah blah blah and I tried to explain... and he was like don't bother to explain... and I told him nothing happened and it wasn't like I WANTED to talk to him and he was like whatever I don't want to talk to you anymore and he hung up (as usual, because he can't be bothered with being mature and actually resolving things, he has to run away from them). I called him back and we argued some more and finally I was just like "screw you it's over".
I've been sobbing for the past hour. I'm seriously crushed. He's being absolutely unreasonable, and I KNOW that he's making this a huge thing to cover up for something else. I'm not stupid, I don't know how stupid he thinks I am.
So then, to make matters worse, my mom calls me to tell me that she's running late and hasn't left work yet, and she notices that i'm upset, and asks what happened. I tell her, and she says "Oh well." What the fuck!?! So I ask her what the hell that's supposed to mean and she goes "Well you couldn't possibly have expected that to work out." And I'm like "are you kidding? could you be any less supportive right now?" and she goes, in her typical fashion, so much that I hear this in my sleep, "Oh, Sarah. You're being silly. Get over it."
:(
I've been sobbing for the past hour. I'm seriously crushed. He's being absolutely unreasonable, and I KNOW that he's making this a huge thing to cover up for something else. I'm not stupid, I don't know how stupid he thinks I am.
So then, to make matters worse, my mom calls me to tell me that she's running late and hasn't left work yet, and she notices that i'm upset, and asks what happened. I tell her, and she says "Oh well." What the fuck!?! So I ask her what the hell that's supposed to mean and she goes "Well you couldn't possibly have expected that to work out." And I'm like "are you kidding? could you be any less supportive right now?" and she goes, in her typical fashion, so much that I hear this in my sleep, "Oh, Sarah. You're being silly. Get over it."
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