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Some say freedom is free Well I tend to disagree Some say freedom is won Through the barrel of a gun So I keep fightin on...
Wow... So I haven't said anything on here in almost a year! Crazy I tell you. Not much is new really. Life goes on, and so do I luckily. It's been a crazy year I will say that much for it. I lost a dear friend. I've had my heart bruised a few times. I learned that a good date will not end with you covered in bruises. I learned that the scariest thing is falling for someone and wanting to open up to them no matter how much you've been hurt in the past.
My foot is as bad as ever. Maybe even worse. I go for a medical evaluation on the 3rd of May. I have no idea what will happen, but things don't look good for me staying in. I've been hurt for so long, and as much as I love the Army I don't know how much more fight I have left. I mean I've fought this since 2007. Physical therapy, medications, injections, surgery.... none of it has helped. I went not 1 but 5 doctors. All of them told me the same thing, "There's nothing left to do that hasn't been done." This is my life. A foot that hurts and causes me pain every day of my life.
I'm single and ok with that. There's someone special in my life, but we aren't dating. We're just friends. I'm ok with that though. I enjoy just having him in my life, and knowing that whenever I need him, he has my back. He's been amazing. He's helped me around my house. He's cooked for me. He's been there to hold me when I need a hug. There's nothing better in this world than his friendship. I thank God that He's blessed me with such a loving person in my life, and such a great friend.
Wow... So I haven't said anything on here in almost a year! Crazy I tell you. Not much is new really. Life goes on, and so do I luckily. It's been a crazy year I will say that much for it. I lost a dear friend. I've had my heart bruised a few times. I learned that a good date will not end with you covered in bruises. I learned that the scariest thing is falling for someone and wanting to open up to them no matter how much you've been hurt in the past.
My foot is as bad as ever. Maybe even worse. I go for a medical evaluation on the 3rd of May. I have no idea what will happen, but things don't look good for me staying in. I've been hurt for so long, and as much as I love the Army I don't know how much more fight I have left. I mean I've fought this since 2007. Physical therapy, medications, injections, surgery.... none of it has helped. I went not 1 but 5 doctors. All of them told me the same thing, "There's nothing left to do that hasn't been done." This is my life. A foot that hurts and causes me pain every day of my life.
I'm single and ok with that. There's someone special in my life, but we aren't dating. We're just friends. I'm ok with that though. I enjoy just having him in my life, and knowing that whenever I need him, he has my back. He's been amazing. He's helped me around my house. He's cooked for me. He's been there to hold me when I need a hug. There's nothing better in this world than his friendship. I thank God that He's blessed me with such a loving person in my life, and such a great friend.