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baby mine don't you cry
I have to say that I am no convinced that I have the sweetest bf possible, He didn't do anything for me, but he did make me so amazingly proud of him. I know I've said before that his mom died of cancer when he was 17. Well, his roommate's dad has cancer. His roommate was upset and crying. So my sweet Joshua stayed up past midnight their time to try to comfort him as best as he could. He kept saying he didn't know what he could do other than listen. I told him that sometimes that's what means the most, to know that someone cares. He told me, "I'm done smoking. I don't want to do this to anyone." It broke my heart to see how much it bothered him that there wasn't anything he could do to make his roommate stop hurting. Josh said he's going to call the chaplain and ask him to talk to the roommate (which should be easy since the roommate is the chaplain's assistant). Josh also wants to make his roommate dinner. After doing all this for his roommate Josh actually asked me if I was mad at him or if I felt like he was ignoring me. I told him not to be silly and to take care of himself and his roommate that I can wait. He told me, "You are never second to anyone baby, you never will be..." Then the crazy boy called me. He said it was just so he could hear my voice and tell me that he loves me, and he made me promise to message him and let him know when I made it home. What an amazing man I love.
Oh yeah today I went to Indy long enough to go pick up the inserts for my shoes. Niiiiice. I drove two hours there and two hours back litterally just to pick up my inserts and be told to come back in a month. *sigh* Oh well. My mom went with me, so I at least got to spend some time with her. :)
In other news I almost feel like I have a life again. My cousin called me last night and asked me to be one of her bridesmaids, and Cheryl sent me a text about a baby shower they're throwing her at our apartment complex. So it seems that I might actually be some what busy. Why is that every time I date Josh I end up a bridesmaid in a wedding? My cousin told me her colors are silver and "mermaid". Anyone else getting a 27 dresses feeling here? LOL
I have to say that I am no convinced that I have the sweetest bf possible, He didn't do anything for me, but he did make me so amazingly proud of him. I know I've said before that his mom died of cancer when he was 17. Well, his roommate's dad has cancer. His roommate was upset and crying. So my sweet Joshua stayed up past midnight their time to try to comfort him as best as he could. He kept saying he didn't know what he could do other than listen. I told him that sometimes that's what means the most, to know that someone cares. He told me, "I'm done smoking. I don't want to do this to anyone." It broke my heart to see how much it bothered him that there wasn't anything he could do to make his roommate stop hurting. Josh said he's going to call the chaplain and ask him to talk to the roommate (which should be easy since the roommate is the chaplain's assistant). Josh also wants to make his roommate dinner. After doing all this for his roommate Josh actually asked me if I was mad at him or if I felt like he was ignoring me. I told him not to be silly and to take care of himself and his roommate that I can wait. He told me, "You are never second to anyone baby, you never will be..." Then the crazy boy called me. He said it was just so he could hear my voice and tell me that he loves me, and he made me promise to message him and let him know when I made it home. What an amazing man I love.
Oh yeah today I went to Indy long enough to go pick up the inserts for my shoes. Niiiiice. I drove two hours there and two hours back litterally just to pick up my inserts and be told to come back in a month. *sigh* Oh well. My mom went with me, so I at least got to spend some time with her. :)
In other news I almost feel like I have a life again. My cousin called me last night and asked me to be one of her bridesmaids, and Cheryl sent me a text about a baby shower they're throwing her at our apartment complex. So it seems that I might actually be some what busy. Why is that every time I date Josh I end up a bridesmaid in a wedding? My cousin told me her colors are silver and "mermaid". Anyone else getting a 27 dresses feeling here? LOL