keep on talkin'
Well today's sweet bf quote is, "Sometimes I miss you so much I want to find a way to tear you from my dreams and hug you." AWWWW I love him. I'm not kidding when I say that I'm so happy to have him back in my life. Part of me wishes I hadn't been so stubborn about giving him a second chance, but at the same time I think it was a good thing. It gave us both time to grow up and learn to be better people. It also gave us time to date other people and learn to appreciate each other more. <3
I'm kinda sad. While Josh was in Iraq I deleted all of his pics off my computer. It hurt too much to see them. I had hard copies of some of them, but now I can't find them! :( I don't think I got rid of them, but maybe I'm wrong. It seems like I saw them not too long ago though. :( I don't know... I found 3 framed pics I had of him packed in a box, and I managed to find a few digital ones on my thumb drive. I know he's got some the ones I don't. One of the times we talked while he was in Iraq he told me he would look them before he fell asleep so he could remember being happy. (Does it tell you how upset I was over our break up that he would tell me that and I would still throw, "You never really loved me anyway," in his face? Today I thanked him today for never giving up on me.)
Joshua in Germany
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at the children's museum, he was so into the video game
that he didn't even realize I took this pic
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nothing says love like posing with a stuffed animal just
because your gf asked you to
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fair is fair
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me on our trip to the zoo (I'm noticing
a theme here LOL)
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