Feb 12, 2005 22:36
so, my mom, Lois and I are starting this new business. and we were having a meeting last night about it, and during the course of the meeting Lois (a lawyer) told us this saga of how crappy Apple was to her when she ordered a laptop from them, and how they repeatedly lied to her, etc. she sent the loptop she got from them BACK to them to get refunded, and they sent it BACK to her. interesting, i thought. then she says, "well, i don't want it. do you want it?" i was like, "uhhhh, are you serious?" and she was. so what does that mean?
I HAVE A NEW iBOOK G4 WITH WIRELESS INTERNET, A DVD PLAYER, iTUNES, iMOVIE, etc etc etc etc. this is crazy!!! i've definitely had some trouble setting it up (that's why Lois wanted to return it--it definitely has some issues.) but i don't much care! i'll use it for what i'll use it for, and enjoy it while i have it! kind of crazy. who woulda thunk it?
ALSO, i just saw Million Dollar Baby with my brother. you guys, no joke, i want to make movies. i want to make GOOD movies like that. i know i say i want to act and i want to do theater. truth is, i don't know what i want to do for sure, except that i know that i'm most happy when i'm involved in theater or film or (GOOD) tv. this is what i'm meant to do, i think. except that i'm good at other stuff that have nothing to do with it. maybe i need to get my MBA and become the CEO of Warner Brothers or something. or a top executive at Miramax. they'll need someone to take over when Harvey and Barry(?--i just blanked!) croak. horrible thing to say, but it's true. ugh, i just feel so stuck. like i don't know exactly what i want, and i DEFINITELY don't know how to get there. but all i want to do is get up and go...
someone help...