oh, the weather outside is frightful
well, it isn't right now, but it's about to be again. we got about 28 inches of snow or something on Saturday and Sunday, and we're supposed to get 6-9 more tonight into tomorrow. i am NOT looking forward to this. this is the kind of thing that REALLY makes me want to stay home. and since i haven't felt totally better yet, the desire to stay home is intensified. i barely made it out of bed today. and then when i got to work i concentrated on working so hard that i didn't take a break to get water to drink or to go to the bathroom. so i'm dehydrated and i just overall feel kind of funny.
i started the Accutane tonight, so forthcoming will be the extremely dry skin. and beyond that, i hope there won't be any severe side effects. and i hope it works, and i will never have to deal with acne again. it's been a long, tough battle, and i should have done this years ago, before i got al these scars. but the Accutane is the first step, and depending on how it goes, maybe some other cosmetic-type treatments. (i'm thinking dermabrasion to see if some of the scars might go away... we'll see.) anyway, the point is that i'm sick of feeling crappy about it, and i'm doing something i should have done a long time ago. wish me luck. now all i need to do is get in shape and lose about 30 pounds, and i'd feel REALLY good about myself.
so, part of me hopes that there's so much snow that i don't have to go to work, and part of me realizes how badly i need the money. if i could only get a better paying job that i actually enjoy at the Sox, maybe it wouldn't be such a struggle to go to work. time to bug Marcell again about asking Vanessa what's up--if there'll be anything opening up in Community Relations or if i can intern or something in the meantime... GODS, LOOKS DOWN ON ME AND HELP ME WITH THIS THING I KEEP WANTING AND ASKING TO HAVE HAPPEN!!! (i thought an appeal to the gods couldn't hurt at this point...)
ok, off to bed for me, after i finish watching Hilary Swank on Letterman. she's amazing. i want to be like her some day...
i started the Accutane tonight, so forthcoming will be the extremely dry skin. and beyond that, i hope there won't be any severe side effects. and i hope it works, and i will never have to deal with acne again. it's been a long, tough battle, and i should have done this years ago, before i got al these scars. but the Accutane is the first step, and depending on how it goes, maybe some other cosmetic-type treatments. (i'm thinking dermabrasion to see if some of the scars might go away... we'll see.) anyway, the point is that i'm sick of feeling crappy about it, and i'm doing something i should have done a long time ago. wish me luck. now all i need to do is get in shape and lose about 30 pounds, and i'd feel REALLY good about myself.
so, part of me hopes that there's so much snow that i don't have to go to work, and part of me realizes how badly i need the money. if i could only get a better paying job that i actually enjoy at the Sox, maybe it wouldn't be such a struggle to go to work. time to bug Marcell again about asking Vanessa what's up--if there'll be anything opening up in Community Relations or if i can intern or something in the meantime... GODS, LOOKS DOWN ON ME AND HELP ME WITH THIS THING I KEEP WANTING AND ASKING TO HAVE HAPPEN!!! (i thought an appeal to the gods couldn't hurt at this point...)
ok, off to bed for me, after i finish watching Hilary Swank on Letterman. she's amazing. i want to be like her some day...