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so i haven't done this in a long time, well okay lets get this doen with.
i love life right now, i do. and this is why:
*i got a car
*i got the best of friends
*my parents are being kinda cool
but yeah i got some bad things like:
*i'm not in a real relationship
*my grades are kinda slipping
*i feel like i'm loseing someone that i love
but yeah overall i'm really happy. me and bryan are pretty good, i mean i love him he loves me and thats all good but i want more. i just noticed it today, i've done everything for him and i've waited, i've been there for him, i do anything that makes him happy, but yet all i want from him right now is for him to be mine again, ( i mean hes kinda mine, but i just want a realish relationship with him again) he told me today that we're like kinda like dateing. that made me happy. but idk, i just want him to tell all the girls who are trying to break me and him up, that he loves me with all his heart. but he doesn't but he does ditch them to hang out with me :] but anywho i'm happy i love life but i want more and that scaries me a little. but yeha how about this weather? so yeah break is gonna be the shit :D
i love life right now, i do. and this is why:
*i got a car
*i got the best of friends
*my parents are being kinda cool
but yeah i got some bad things like:
*i'm not in a real relationship
*my grades are kinda slipping
*i feel like i'm loseing someone that i love
but yeah overall i'm really happy. me and bryan are pretty good, i mean i love him he loves me and thats all good but i want more. i just noticed it today, i've done everything for him and i've waited, i've been there for him, i do anything that makes him happy, but yet all i want from him right now is for him to be mine again, ( i mean hes kinda mine, but i just want a realish relationship with him again) he told me today that we're like kinda like dateing. that made me happy. but idk, i just want him to tell all the girls who are trying to break me and him up, that he loves me with all his heart. but he doesn't but he does ditch them to hang out with me :] but anywho i'm happy i love life but i want more and that scaries me a little. but yeha how about this weather? so yeah break is gonna be the shit :D