Jan 11, 2005 21:45
why is it when i have a farely good day, sometthing happens to make me feel like shit.
tonight i was not there for a friend tonight, i was not understanding, because i didnt kno the whole story. i'm pretty sure this is one of my badnesses or whatever u call it. i have to understand the whole story, but thats how i am..... i did not kno u were under this much stress and this many things were going on....and im sorry! i am here for u and if u would have told me, i would have understood. i didnt mean to stess u out more and now i feel like shit. even tho u said dont worry about it, i am.. and i didnt mean to cry, im just really upset now! and im not even totally sure why! what is wrong with me!
damnit!
i am here for u,i wish u would trust me!
i care about u, wtf is wrong with me!