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so, its time to go back...
its gonna be weird. i got really depressed 2night cauz i realized im gonna have to go back....and my best friends arent coming with me. i just felt, blah 2night. its an awkward feeling, im not sure how to describe it. oh well.... 2night was amazing, but too short. went to the diner with everyone....EVERYONE. there were like 13 of us. it was a sort of 'goodbye dinner'. then we headed back to Manda's place to hang out.
gonna wake up 2morrow, have my last meal here for a few weeks.... pack up the rest, n head out. im nervous to meet this new roomate tho. i HOPE shes somewhat tolerable to live with. i cant take moving again, i actually like where i am now. *sigh*
brian, make me laugh 2morrow, im gonna need it. i just dont kno...i should have been happy 2night being surrounded by everyone i love, but i just felt empty. something else is missing and im sure of what it is, but it cant be helped, at all right now. so im just going to get back and totally BURY myself in my school stuff and my job. just try and let it go.... finally come to a realization that its not going to work. i just need to stop it.
and y do i have to have such awsum friends that im going to miss so much. me n Rob had this conversation today...u just cant make the same kinds of friends at school. i mean i love the ones i have, but its not the same...
-tahtah-
its gonna be weird. i got really depressed 2night cauz i realized im gonna have to go back....and my best friends arent coming with me. i just felt, blah 2night. its an awkward feeling, im not sure how to describe it. oh well.... 2night was amazing, but too short. went to the diner with everyone....EVERYONE. there were like 13 of us. it was a sort of 'goodbye dinner'. then we headed back to Manda's place to hang out.
gonna wake up 2morrow, have my last meal here for a few weeks.... pack up the rest, n head out. im nervous to meet this new roomate tho. i HOPE shes somewhat tolerable to live with. i cant take moving again, i actually like where i am now. *sigh*
brian, make me laugh 2morrow, im gonna need it. i just dont kno...i should have been happy 2night being surrounded by everyone i love, but i just felt empty. something else is missing and im sure of what it is, but it cant be helped, at all right now. so im just going to get back and totally BURY myself in my school stuff and my job. just try and let it go.... finally come to a realization that its not going to work. i just need to stop it.
and y do i have to have such awsum friends that im going to miss so much. me n Rob had this conversation today...u just cant make the same kinds of friends at school. i mean i love the ones i have, but its not the same...
-tahtah-