Shades of Blue.
Yea so pretty much everything sucks right now.
I just don't understand things sometimes.
And I don't understand people sometimes,
the things they say,
the things they do.
I'm just confused and upset.
My head tells me to just move on and get over it...
But I can't.
I thought that I didn't want anything serious and that it was all just fun.
But the way that I'm feeling now is telling me something totally different.
I need to just use the words of a friend and just fight for it.
To not give up.
If I really think there is something there to just go for it.
But it seems like giving up is so much easier right now.
I don't even know what to do.
It's all just too much for me to handle right now.
Everything was so good and then BAM...
it's just all over.
All I know is that I've never felt like this before.
And feeling this much emotion over something that I should just be able to get over is killing me.
KOJSDIOJEKJDSJF.
I just wanna be happy again.
And not feel down.
I wanna be me again.
I just don't understand things sometimes.
And I don't understand people sometimes,
the things they say,
the things they do.
I'm just confused and upset.
My head tells me to just move on and get over it...
But I can't.
I thought that I didn't want anything serious and that it was all just fun.
But the way that I'm feeling now is telling me something totally different.
I need to just use the words of a friend and just fight for it.
To not give up.
If I really think there is something there to just go for it.
But it seems like giving up is so much easier right now.
I don't even know what to do.
It's all just too much for me to handle right now.
Everything was so good and then BAM...
it's just all over.
All I know is that I've never felt like this before.
And feeling this much emotion over something that I should just be able to get over is killing me.
KOJSDIOJEKJDSJF.
I just wanna be happy again.
And not feel down.
I wanna be me again.