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Tonight at church i was sittin there thinking..and you know chuck was praying and he was like God there is nobody in this room that needs you more than I do, b/c i haven't been the person of God that i should be. Well i was thinking and i was like wow that is so me. so i prayed i was like God, I haven't been on fire for you lately like i should be. You have been tugging and tugging at my heart telling me to come back, and i just keep pushing you away. I keep putting stuff in-front of you, stuff that is just junk blocking me from my relationship with you. So i was like God i wanna come back!....
See i kept telling myself you know Gods still there he isn't going to leave me so i'll just go to him for when times get ruff and i have nobody else i'll just go and talk to god b/c you know he will never leave me, he is always going to be there. Well i can't do that, you know God is always there, but I have to actually put an effort into it I can't just go running to him for advice and say Oh no, i need help god, i don't know what to do help me, and then the next day not have anything to do with him. I actually have to worship him and read his word. See on Sunday mornings Mr. John and Mrs. Amy always ask us where have you seen God this week, and sumtimes i have a REALLY hard time thinking of where i have seen God, b/c you know i haven't been looking for him. I'm sure i have plenty of God moments but you know i just never take the time to look for them, i dont' take the time to look for God in the things i do. But i dont' wanna do that anymore, i wanna be the Women of God like i used to be. So you know that is what i wanna do! I wanna be on fire for God like i was 2 months ago. Can yall hold me accountable on this?!........................
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Tonight at church i was sittin there thinking..and you know chuck was praying and he was like God there is nobody in this room that needs you more than I do, b/c i haven't been the person of God that i should be. Well i was thinking and i was like wow that is so me. so i prayed i was like God, I haven't been on fire for you lately like i should be. You have been tugging and tugging at my heart telling me to come back, and i just keep pushing you away. I keep putting stuff in-front of you, stuff that is just junk blocking me from my relationship with you. So i was like God i wanna come back!....
See i kept telling myself you know Gods still there he isn't going to leave me so i'll just go to him for when times get ruff and i have nobody else i'll just go and talk to god b/c you know he will never leave me, he is always going to be there. Well i can't do that, you know God is always there, but I have to actually put an effort into it I can't just go running to him for advice and say Oh no, i need help god, i don't know what to do help me, and then the next day not have anything to do with him. I actually have to worship him and read his word. See on Sunday mornings Mr. John and Mrs. Amy always ask us where have you seen God this week, and sumtimes i have a REALLY hard time thinking of where i have seen God, b/c you know i haven't been looking for him. I'm sure i have plenty of God moments but you know i just never take the time to look for them, i dont' take the time to look for God in the things i do. But i dont' wanna do that anymore, i wanna be the Women of God like i used to be. So you know that is what i wanna do! I wanna be on fire for God like i was 2 months ago. Can yall hold me accountable on this?!........................
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~I ♥ you~*~*~*~*~*~*~*