hmmm
i have writer's block, idk what 2 write. i know it's been a week, u think i would have a lot 2 say. but my life's not that interesting. i went from having no life & all the time in the world. now i somewhat have a life & i have little time. sorry i don't really call any1 anymore.
i've been having dreams about keith coming home.... w/ another girl. i'll b so heartbroken if that happens. even more so if she turns out 2 b his fiancee. & stephanie is pregnant again. u know how she told me? "guess what? you're gonna b a godmother." i was happy 4 her but @ the same time i felt sorry 4 her. this 1's got a deadbeat dad also.
i've felt so emotionless these past couple weeks & that's so not me. maybe i've hardened my heart cuz i'm tired of it hurting. i know that's not good. but i don't wanna fall again. it hurts 2 much when there's no 1 there 2 catch u. obviously i've had a change 2nite. those last couple of lines sounded emotional.
apparently i didn't have writer's block. i could write more but i'll end it here b4 i start 2 cry. l8er dayz.
i've been having dreams about keith coming home.... w/ another girl. i'll b so heartbroken if that happens. even more so if she turns out 2 b his fiancee. & stephanie is pregnant again. u know how she told me? "guess what? you're gonna b a godmother." i was happy 4 her but @ the same time i felt sorry 4 her. this 1's got a deadbeat dad also.
i've felt so emotionless these past couple weeks & that's so not me. maybe i've hardened my heart cuz i'm tired of it hurting. i know that's not good. but i don't wanna fall again. it hurts 2 much when there's no 1 there 2 catch u. obviously i've had a change 2nite. those last couple of lines sounded emotional.
apparently i didn't have writer's block. i could write more but i'll end it here b4 i start 2 cry. l8er dayz.