i've got good news & bad news
so which 1 do u want 1st. if i gave u the good news then the bad news that will just leave u sad. so i think i'll start w/ the bad news. i'm still bummed. but i guess that won't change. u should hope you never felt this way, loving some1 who doesn't love u. & 2 have 2 go through it more than once in my lifetime really stinks, especially since i'm only 24. they say it's better 2 have loved & lost than never have loved @ all. what do they say about loving some1 who doesn't love u? is that similar? 2 tell u the truth i think i would rather have never loved @ all.
so after all that r u ready 4 the good news? well i talked 2 stephanie yesterday, it was the 1st time in like a month. she moved again. & will move again b4 the month is over. anyways let me get 2 the point, the good news. keith is definitely coming home in jan. woo hoo! he has seniority since he was denied all the other times he was supposed 2 come home. so now i'll have 2 take a vacation down 2 indiana 2 see him. but i can't hardly wait. i miss him so much. it's been a year & 5 months. by then it will b a year & 7 or 8 months. here's a short poem i wrote 4 him a few months ago:
with each day that passes i'm missing you more
i can't wait for the moment when you walk through that door
i want to tell you i love you and take you in my arms
until then i pray God will keep you from harm
well, it's 2 am & i gotta get up in less than 4 hours. l8er dayz.
so after all that r u ready 4 the good news? well i talked 2 stephanie yesterday, it was the 1st time in like a month. she moved again. & will move again b4 the month is over. anyways let me get 2 the point, the good news. keith is definitely coming home in jan. woo hoo! he has seniority since he was denied all the other times he was supposed 2 come home. so now i'll have 2 take a vacation down 2 indiana 2 see him. but i can't hardly wait. i miss him so much. it's been a year & 5 months. by then it will b a year & 7 or 8 months. here's a short poem i wrote 4 him a few months ago:
with each day that passes i'm missing you more
i can't wait for the moment when you walk through that door
i want to tell you i love you and take you in my arms
until then i pray God will keep you from harm
well, it's 2 am & i gotta get up in less than 4 hours. l8er dayz.