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this sat is our mystery dinner theater. i'm worried that it's not gonna b that good. we're so unprepared, considering our 1st real practice was just this mon & we had people added this wed. i think some people r goin 2 b messing up the girls names since a few guy characters were changed in2 girls (since there r so many in the youth group). i guess i should b a little more confident & a lot less negative. yes these r things i need 2 work on.
speaking of things i need 2 work on... i went w/ melissa last fri 2 soccer. afterward we stayed after 2 talk (as usual). pastor chris was kinda lecturing me. no offense but he made me feel like more of a loser than i already think i am. he set goals 4 me. i know i should already have my own goals i'm working toward but i'm so unmotivated. i have 2 start the process of getting my ged & have a job by the end of the month. yes these r things i want, so that's y i just stood there, took it & agreed. he says i'm 2 negative. maybe i'm just realistic.
well in a month winterfest will b here. i can't believe it. this year is goin by so fast. were gonna have so much fun. we have 15 people goin, the van is gonna b packed. "love is in the van & the van is packed." lol that concert was awesome. i just found out jeffrey's friend james is goin 2 winterfest (hehe). ok yeah i'll admit it, i think he's cute. & hey he's actually my age, so it's ok. g2g... l8er dayz.
speaking of things i need 2 work on... i went w/ melissa last fri 2 soccer. afterward we stayed after 2 talk (as usual). pastor chris was kinda lecturing me. no offense but he made me feel like more of a loser than i already think i am. he set goals 4 me. i know i should already have my own goals i'm working toward but i'm so unmotivated. i have 2 start the process of getting my ged & have a job by the end of the month. yes these r things i want, so that's y i just stood there, took it & agreed. he says i'm 2 negative. maybe i'm just realistic.
well in a month winterfest will b here. i can't believe it. this year is goin by so fast. were gonna have so much fun. we have 15 people goin, the van is gonna b packed. "love is in the van & the van is packed." lol that concert was awesome. i just found out jeffrey's friend james is goin 2 winterfest (hehe). ok yeah i'll admit it, i think he's cute. & hey he's actually my age, so it's ok. g2g... l8er dayz.