Comments | smitiest_smiter: Six years gone

smitiest_smiter

Six years gone

Jan 24, 2011 00:51

It sure has been a long while. The faces change but the memories are still here. I've been up and down but still alive. I've fallen in love with such a beautiful girl. I started to scare her away with all the new feelings I had gained but I hope she knows that I really care. Maybe if I have been in love before it would be easier on my mind. I'm ( Read more... )

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smitiest_smiter January 24 2011, 16:45:43 UTC

Edit post. Today I guess is a new day. She said she didn't want to be with me, but loves me. I know it's all my fault somehow. I love her. If I didn't want to be with her I would have probably stopped texting her the day after we met up. She talked to me so much, texted too. I thought she was really into me and I didnt want to lose that, so I keep talking to her. Days go by and we already talk of getting married in the summer. I told her yes. I was so in love then I wanted her forever. A month later I guess she changed her mind. Shit has been so up and down this past weeks. Mood swings. The worst. I don't know who or what to believe or do. If this isn't the girl for me, looks like i won't have problems anymore. But I'll just spend my life alone.