May 02, 2005 09:19
sometimes you meet (and work with) people who actually have their shit together. and while they do their thing, they still remain regular, normal, good citizens. it actually hurts me to see good people these days, because that's all they are. good people in bad situations is what i'm used to, but whatever.
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i saw too many people in graduation gowns and caps today, and it hurt, but that's for another time. all i've got right now is overdue rent and a sadness that springs from other times.
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i remember saying once to a friend of mine while this song was playing that i like singers with stories. this is one of them.
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this song is me, '95 autumn quarter at OSU driving down Indianola trying to get on the freeway to work in torrental rain, wondering why i do this, work full time and school full time. it's hard, but it's never this hard.
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"Don't want to die here and nobody know."