Bored

Dec 27, 2005 21:56

I am totally bored, need to be doing something but dont' know what, want to chat to people but everyone is in hiding over this "festive" period. I just feel that there must be something I can do to make it all more interesting. New Year is a few days away and I just know it is going to go fizzle pop instead of bang wallop we don't know anyone round here to invite for a new year celebration adn it's not like back home where you just knock on a door if the light is on at the Bells. Liable to get a bottle in our face if we try that. I feel isolated at times, I like our privacy but just sometimes would love to get visitors more often than we do. I love it when our little friend comes down from Chorley she fair brightens the place up. But we dont' go anywhere or do anything much at all. Need a hobby that gets me out of the house but what? Nothing that means excercise, I can't manage that get out of puff opening the car door. Totally unfit.

Its that time of year isnt' it, when we make our resolutions, maybe we make them because we are bored and need goals to reach. Maybe we do them for the hell of it. Maybe I shoudl resolve to lose weight and get fit, but like all my other resolutions by mid January the notion will have worn off. Like the novelty of my new xmas toys (MP3 player/voice recorder/memory stick thingy and a fancy bluetooth for my new phone) they'll be put aside like every other toy I get for xmas.

Why am I writing all this crap? Maybe so I can look back at it later in the year and wonder what the hell was wrong with me. Dunno but it's written and written it will stay.
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