Update on stuff
Hi peoples, I'm still alive. Got the dries again, was the liebling's 21st last night and being the socialphobe I am, had to drink a bit to get in the socialising mood. Same thing night before, aunty's friend's hen's night, pretty tame unfortunately, no nudey boys on horses.
What's new...started uni this year, studying Psychology at the University of Auckland. It's good. The learning is awesome, loving linguistics (my second major of sorts), but the hordes are unbelievable. Still seeing psychotherapist...not sure whether I mentioned that in any previous entries. It is also good. I've been off the Prozac for a couple of months but going back on it, far too sensitive, crying all the time for stupid reasons. Have got my appetite back however, although haven't gained back the weight I lost when I went on it last year.
Got to go and have 'a talk' with the mother soon, not looking forward to it. I was naughty again and came home too late. I hope she doesn't bring fornication into it again; she seems obsessed with the idea that if I stay out late I must be having sex the whole time. I believe Freud would call that 'projection'...yes...I know your secrets. Planning to move out next year anyway. I've been cooking a lot lately and generally trying to get used to looking after myself. So far I've found that I'm pretty organised when I have to be. When I don't have to be I'm a complete slob. Can't seem to strike a balance.
I have no idea whether the HPU2 thing is/was successful; I'm sorry I didn't come and join you guys, would have been awesome. Just been far too preoccupied, and consequently unreliable, for anything like that. My love to you all. :-x
What's new...started uni this year, studying Psychology at the University of Auckland. It's good. The learning is awesome, loving linguistics (my second major of sorts), but the hordes are unbelievable. Still seeing psychotherapist...not sure whether I mentioned that in any previous entries. It is also good. I've been off the Prozac for a couple of months but going back on it, far too sensitive, crying all the time for stupid reasons. Have got my appetite back however, although haven't gained back the weight I lost when I went on it last year.
Got to go and have 'a talk' with the mother soon, not looking forward to it. I was naughty again and came home too late. I hope she doesn't bring fornication into it again; she seems obsessed with the idea that if I stay out late I must be having sex the whole time. I believe Freud would call that 'projection'...yes...I know your secrets. Planning to move out next year anyway. I've been cooking a lot lately and generally trying to get used to looking after myself. So far I've found that I'm pretty organised when I have to be. When I don't have to be I'm a complete slob. Can't seem to strike a balance.
I have no idea whether the HPU2 thing is/was successful; I'm sorry I didn't come and join you guys, would have been awesome. Just been far too preoccupied, and consequently unreliable, for anything like that. My love to you all. :-x