hellllpp meee
good lord, most stressful weekend ever, i havent even had time to freakin go out!!! *sad* ahh, i almost barf everytime i think of the word prom...
on the brighter side of things i will soon stop being a loser, because my first behind the wheel class is scheduled for wednesday. tell you the truth, im a little bit nervous about this, because i dont really like learning with anyone other than my mom (kinda cause she doesnt criticize me for stuff im doing wrong, but then thats not really learning is it?) but anyway, having a license will definitely be good, for lots of things. for one, i have realized, that if someone is having a bad night i can drive over and keep them company... like its probably not a good idea if i want to be there for someone, but they live a half hour away, cauuuuse i mean if theyre upset, i dont want them driving for 30 minutes at night or somethin. two, i HATE being a mooch. omg having my own method of transportation would be good (not that i actually HAVE a car...which is another story). three, i just wouldnt have to wait for my friends slash my parents to take me shopping i could go shopping on my own. four, i could drive to school (even if that means i have to park in junior parking lot as a senior, SO BITE ME), and five, i can go get a jooooob.
on the subject of cars, my parents wont buy me a car until ive gotten $3000 in scholarships. theyre really upset that i only got $3000 from WM in a Stafford loan, and my tuition would still be around $12000. i mean, i can see why they're mad.
so, if anyone has any good scholarship resources they're willing to share with me, heyyy let me know, im gonna need em, cause i want my damn car!!!
thank you.
- - Lexx <3
oh and ps. i loveeee drewww taylor! almost as much as i love caramel klondike bars! =)