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hey guys!
a little update on my life before i go into a story: i still have not gotten a prom dress, i have not finalized any prom plans, and i have a D+ in english and im doing nothing about it.
okay, so story goes one of my guy friends is freaking out because of me. turns out that i had been flirtatious with him and now im not talking to him at all. first off, i feel really bad, but he really should have known that im flirtatious with just about everything that moves! its just how i am, im sorry. second, i really have not been talking to anyone recently because omg i have been incredibly busy. i just wish school was over already. but this whole situation has made our friendship incredibly awkward because now i know for sure that he likes me as more than a friend, and you know how that goes, i just dont see him like that. its really funny though because i had JUST gotten out of a similar situation with another one of my guy friends, but that time, i had been on the receiving end of the flirtation (which makes me see why he did what he did bc he thought i wanted a relationship). haha. needless to say, this guy and i became pretty good friends, but since the whole awkwardness thing, we barely talk.
and that upsets me. because he was such a good guy. one of those that you just NEED to keep around as a friend, you know. a genuinely cool kid. and he reassures me that we're still friends, but its sooo obvious that we're not really good friends anymore.
aaaahhhh. boyss!!
so sam, lindsay, erica, and i were talking in hist today, and we came to the conclusion that... no one is excited for prom. and i mean no one. apparently this one girl doesnt want to go because she doesnt see the point, hardly anyone has any limo plans, the hot girls dont have dates (hahaha cesar said that), and i mean... honestly, its our senior prom! even im not so excited. i think last year our prom was definitely planned out better than it is this year. i dont even know who my group is. this morning julie was like "so lexi where do you wanna go to eat?" and i GENUINELY dont know. which could be a problem since its... ohhh NEXT SATURDAY!
anyway, im babysitting, and the parents are due home any minute now, so just leave me a lot of comments to make me happy.
xx, Lex <3