i feel sick and withered - god, please help me

[smirker]

leaf falls to the tree beneath
bellowing, cradled, rid of relief
wire hatchery underneath/
bird nest phoning holes
support foundation lending conception
shaking vigilance
shoebox escape
meandering hands flee stucco air, quilted dirt
patched seeds in cloaked pendulum/ ferule
layers of forgiveness in dying animals
teeth exposed by the roots
trunks of retina lime-
burning lashes, felted limb fellations
hiss