Oct 12, 2004 10:28
hey everyone,
I read this one from steve's lj that was for me... I love you soo much steve
babe i miss you so much, i know i may have acted apathetic lately, but i want you to know i still love you as much as i did the first time i said it if not more, and i miss you more than i miss anything else in this world. i need you back in my life as fast as possible, im lost without you, my walls are crumbling down around me, and i my floor is dissaperaring, im so down in life i dont know what to do, i dont get along with my rents anymore, my brother turned into a fortune cookie/lecturer and i dont have anyone like you to turn to, i miss being with you, and u knocking sense into me, letting me know that no matter what u still loved me, and that no matter where my life took me you would be willing to go with me. i have nothing left in this world, and i need you now more than ever, i dont know what to do about your parents, but i hope things are going as well as u said they are. i have been thinking so much lately and all i can come up with is that i miss you so much...
i was on my way back to school tonight after a huge fight with my rents ready to just drive off the highway...
when this song came on
i want to be with you again but i dont want your parents to hate me, and i want you to continue focusing on your parents...
you need to focus on that still
not on my problems
i love you and dont let anyone tell you different, this is what i was talking about if its meant to be it will be, and i believe that now more than ever we are meant to be...
i love you
You don't know how much I was waiting to hear something from steve like this.. I know your going through a lot right now... You know I'm always with you no matter what....
I miss you just the same.... It is hard to know people talk to you and see you and I can't do that... I talked to Jess and Chris and they might go to the movies this Friday... Do you want to come? I'll have Jess give me a ride there and back if she can go.. I need to see you..
When I read your journal I was going to put a song for us ... wierd uh? well... I can't wait to be with you agian... Don't leave me hanging now... O I think you can go to WINTERBALL with ME... I talked to Bryn about it...But I think you guys need to talk... If you can go with me I can't wait...
ttyl peeps and my bbe guy
love you
shayna