"can't really tell if it's day or night..."
My english class is the least important class I've ever experienced. We do nothing in there except grammar papers. Alyson and I are not as good at grammar as we had believed, according to her grammar-gasm...HOWEVER I am far better at grammar than the dipshits in my class who can't properly name a comma splice.
So, I want to skip class and see Jon 3 hours early. Is there anything wrong with that?
Only that I've skipped 4 times, and cannot skip again. BASTARDS!!!
In other news:
I've made only 90 dollars this week. Tell me why I would switch jobs from the Summer House to Bickfords if I make the same amount of money? That was NOT my intention, in the least. O well, I've also only worked 7.5 hours.
In even more interesting news:
I'm updating my Favorite 100 Moments List soon. I should find my old one and giggle at all my stupidity. Except number one. That was such a good nite. I mean, it isn't my favorite nite anymore, but it had one of the best feels to it ever. I sometimes think about Erin. I feel sort of resentment towards her. Like, I adore her...so much. But I feel betrayed or something. We just fell apart, and I hate that. And when we tried to be friends again, it worked...until I called her like 4 times and she never called me back. After that, I tried to want to be friends again, but I just gave up. This, I'm sure, makes me a bad person. I should never give up on friendship. It's just I get hurt so much whenever I try to be friends with someone again, and I'm sure in the same token I hurt them. I just wish life were easy when it came to friendships.
Luckily it is with Aly and Maggie and Courtney and Jonathan Laren. If it weren't, what in the world would I do?
I get confused by some things. It isn't that I don't enjoy reading the Westfield State College Newspaper. I often do. It makes me laugh sometimes. What I don't understand is why it is called a NEWSPAPER. There is very little reporting. It's practically an entire newspaper of editorials. I hadn't thought about this until I spoke with Chris the other day, but he really pointed it out for me. It's true. I have read every paper since the first week it came out this year, and basically the entire thing has been opinion. If it isn't some ridiculous self serving column that a lot of people won't even be interested in and others will react to- not out of anger caused by the opinions, but out of "you are saying things that aren't necessarily true" (I am speaking mainly of that sex columnist who doesn't very much seem to say anything true), then it is a story about a night that one of the columnists enjoyed, or something that bothered them. The columns that do have to do with "current events" are usually a few weeks old, and sometimes they are from other papers-this weeks was from the Washington Post.
Don't get me wrong, I like to read about those things.
But I don't see how it is a NEWSPAPER.
In the beginning of the year, I was really interested in being on the paper staff. I had a class that night so I couldn't go. I think it was Wednesday? Maybe that was Amnesty International. Anyways, next term I'm sure I'd have the time to go, because I have one night class on Mondays, and I think that the paper doesn't meet on Mondays, but now I wonder if it's even a paper I want to write for. I want to be one of those people that checks things out, researches things, writes about the latest topics and tries to find out both sides. Being as non-bias as possible. A real reporter that writes well, while also getting the news out there.
I'm not sure if that's what the paper does.
Maybe it's just a different kind of paper?
I'm interested. I suppose I'm just nervous. I'm sure I can talk to someone on the staff about it.
and by "do this" i mean double lj-cut. when it's in the same entry. HAH I LOVE IT!
[10 Bands..ahem...or people...you've seen live]
(i changed it because i suck and don't see bands...:( )
1. anti flag
2. guster
3. moneen which was the best ever
4. melissa ferrick
5. ani difranco
6. dar williams
7. those last three make me look like a flaming feminist
8. UBSM my friend from works band
9. i don't go see bands
10.i'm lame and not scene enough for you.
[09 Things You're Looking Forward To]
1. jon's jazz performance tonite
2. snow tomorrow so i can stay another nite at jon's!
3. GUSTER!!!!
4. english comp honors 2. i forgot i suck at lit classes. and now i'm in an honors one. SWEET!
5. seeing my mommy soon. i miss her. :(
6. all my finals being over. with good grades on all of them. because i said so.
7. getting my report card and getting my first a's since middle school. go briana!
8. having only one nite class so i can join afterschool activities.
9. seeing courtney when she comes home or else i'll die. ferserious.
[08 Things You Wear Daily]
1. a necklace. well, almost daily.
2. shoesies
3. my grey pajama pants which i definitely don't wash enough
4. some type of shirt
5. a tank top under that type of shirt. or if i'm being wierd over. haehahe
6. lately a bra
7. a bag. a book bag usually.
8. a hair tie
[07 Things That Annoy You]
1. the crazy things that happen at bickfords
2. the way the summer house cuts hours in the winter so i can't work there :(
3. essay tests with not enough time. fuck you essay tests!
4. the loss of 40 dollars. grawr.
5. not living at college....in worcester....where my mom also obviously would live...
6. the person sitting next to me laughing at something that is very meaningful and important to many people who may or may not be a shallow pain in the butt.
7. people like her
[
06 Things You Touch Every Day]
1. my hair
2. water in the shower
3. clothing
4. paper
5. dirty dirty dirty clothes on the floor
6. SALLIE MAE!
[05 Things You Do Every Day]
1. smile
2. giggle
3. consume
4. bite my nails
5. ponder things that i know i can't change but wish i could
[04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With]
1. jon
2. maggie
3. aly
4. court
[03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over]
1. the cell
2. any movie starring the pound puppies.
3. hook because the girls name is maggie and i love maggie a lot and gt excited when the girl sings cuase maggie sings to me!!!
[02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment]
1. the moldy peaches song that is like i don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...BUT YOU!
2. amy grant baby baby. that is ALWAYS MY FAVORITE SONG! BITCH!
[01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With]
1. Jon and Maggie. forevah evah. ferserious yo.
So, I want to skip class and see Jon 3 hours early. Is there anything wrong with that?
Only that I've skipped 4 times, and cannot skip again. BASTARDS!!!
In other news:
I've made only 90 dollars this week. Tell me why I would switch jobs from the Summer House to Bickfords if I make the same amount of money? That was NOT my intention, in the least. O well, I've also only worked 7.5 hours.
In even more interesting news:
I'm updating my Favorite 100 Moments List soon. I should find my old one and giggle at all my stupidity. Except number one. That was such a good nite. I mean, it isn't my favorite nite anymore, but it had one of the best feels to it ever. I sometimes think about Erin. I feel sort of resentment towards her. Like, I adore her...so much. But I feel betrayed or something. We just fell apart, and I hate that. And when we tried to be friends again, it worked...until I called her like 4 times and she never called me back. After that, I tried to want to be friends again, but I just gave up. This, I'm sure, makes me a bad person. I should never give up on friendship. It's just I get hurt so much whenever I try to be friends with someone again, and I'm sure in the same token I hurt them. I just wish life were easy when it came to friendships.
Luckily it is with Aly and Maggie and Courtney and Jonathan Laren. If it weren't, what in the world would I do?
I get confused by some things. It isn't that I don't enjoy reading the Westfield State College Newspaper. I often do. It makes me laugh sometimes. What I don't understand is why it is called a NEWSPAPER. There is very little reporting. It's practically an entire newspaper of editorials. I hadn't thought about this until I spoke with Chris the other day, but he really pointed it out for me. It's true. I have read every paper since the first week it came out this year, and basically the entire thing has been opinion. If it isn't some ridiculous self serving column that a lot of people won't even be interested in and others will react to- not out of anger caused by the opinions, but out of "you are saying things that aren't necessarily true" (I am speaking mainly of that sex columnist who doesn't very much seem to say anything true), then it is a story about a night that one of the columnists enjoyed, or something that bothered them. The columns that do have to do with "current events" are usually a few weeks old, and sometimes they are from other papers-this weeks was from the Washington Post.
Don't get me wrong, I like to read about those things.
But I don't see how it is a NEWSPAPER.
In the beginning of the year, I was really interested in being on the paper staff. I had a class that night so I couldn't go. I think it was Wednesday? Maybe that was Amnesty International. Anyways, next term I'm sure I'd have the time to go, because I have one night class on Mondays, and I think that the paper doesn't meet on Mondays, but now I wonder if it's even a paper I want to write for. I want to be one of those people that checks things out, researches things, writes about the latest topics and tries to find out both sides. Being as non-bias as possible. A real reporter that writes well, while also getting the news out there.
I'm not sure if that's what the paper does.
Maybe it's just a different kind of paper?
I'm interested. I suppose I'm just nervous. I'm sure I can talk to someone on the staff about it.
and by "do this" i mean double lj-cut. when it's in the same entry. HAH I LOVE IT!
[10 Bands..ahem...or people...you've seen live]
(i changed it because i suck and don't see bands...:( )
1. anti flag
2. guster
3. moneen which was the best ever
4. melissa ferrick
5. ani difranco
6. dar williams
7. those last three make me look like a flaming feminist
8. UBSM my friend from works band
9. i don't go see bands
10.i'm lame and not scene enough for you.
[09 Things You're Looking Forward To]
1. jon's jazz performance tonite
2. snow tomorrow so i can stay another nite at jon's!
3. GUSTER!!!!
4. english comp honors 2. i forgot i suck at lit classes. and now i'm in an honors one. SWEET!
5. seeing my mommy soon. i miss her. :(
6. all my finals being over. with good grades on all of them. because i said so.
7. getting my report card and getting my first a's since middle school. go briana!
8. having only one nite class so i can join afterschool activities.
9. seeing courtney when she comes home or else i'll die. ferserious.
[08 Things You Wear Daily]
1. a necklace. well, almost daily.
2. shoesies
3. my grey pajama pants which i definitely don't wash enough
4. some type of shirt
5. a tank top under that type of shirt. or if i'm being wierd over. haehahe
6. lately a bra
7. a bag. a book bag usually.
8. a hair tie
[07 Things That Annoy You]
1. the crazy things that happen at bickfords
2. the way the summer house cuts hours in the winter so i can't work there :(
3. essay tests with not enough time. fuck you essay tests!
4. the loss of 40 dollars. grawr.
5. not living at college....in worcester....where my mom also obviously would live...
6. the person sitting next to me laughing at something that is very meaningful and important to many people who may or may not be a shallow pain in the butt.
7. people like her
[
06 Things You Touch Every Day]
1. my hair
2. water in the shower
3. clothing
4. paper
5. dirty dirty dirty clothes on the floor
6. SALLIE MAE!
[05 Things You Do Every Day]
1. smile
2. giggle
3. consume
4. bite my nails
5. ponder things that i know i can't change but wish i could
[04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With]
1. jon
2. maggie
3. aly
4. court
[03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over]
1. the cell
2. any movie starring the pound puppies.
3. hook because the girls name is maggie and i love maggie a lot and gt excited when the girl sings cuase maggie sings to me!!!
[02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment]
1. the moldy peaches song that is like i don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...BUT YOU!
2. amy grant baby baby. that is ALWAYS MY FAVORITE SONG! BITCH!
[01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With]
1. Jon and Maggie. forevah evah. ferserious yo.