The Good, The Bad, but no Ugly
Well the good news is we are getting our marriage license tomorrow. We decided today to go ahead and go for it. We had already decided to get married but we hadn't set a date until today. I'm excited about it. We are shooting for Monday. Hopefully the stars will be aligned for it. ;-)
Then I have this worry and concern that is killing me. My youngest has decided that he wants to be a police officer. Now those who know my family would say well that's great. My dad was a police officer, my ex-husband was a police officer and several cousins were police officers. However that is why it worries me so. It's not that I doubt my youngest's ability to be a great officer but he is a kind and gentle soul. I'm so torn on this. I want to be proud of him and show him support, which I am proud of him and I'm showing support but my heart is hurting. I guess I shouldn't be so surprised that he would choose this as a profession though. He has been working wrecks with his dad for 4 years. My only hope is that he will go on the STEP Unit very quickly.
It seems in my life lately that things come to me like this. I will get good news and then some that weighs heavy on my heart. Or, I get the heavy news and then good. The balance of good and bad, so to speak.
Then I have this worry and concern that is killing me. My youngest has decided that he wants to be a police officer. Now those who know my family would say well that's great. My dad was a police officer, my ex-husband was a police officer and several cousins were police officers. However that is why it worries me so. It's not that I doubt my youngest's ability to be a great officer but he is a kind and gentle soul. I'm so torn on this. I want to be proud of him and show him support, which I am proud of him and I'm showing support but my heart is hurting. I guess I shouldn't be so surprised that he would choose this as a profession though. He has been working wrecks with his dad for 4 years. My only hope is that he will go on the STEP Unit very quickly.
It seems in my life lately that things come to me like this. I will get good news and then some that weighs heavy on my heart. Or, I get the heavy news and then good. The balance of good and bad, so to speak.