Change...

[smilingllama222]

It seems like everything is changing lately.Not just with me but with everyone.I dont even know what all exactly its just like everythings different.The things that I dont want to change are and the things i want to change wont.I dunno...but yeah today in group i think most of us were crying.I actually like going now.I dont know ive kept alot bottled up and to actually talk to people who understand where Im coming from with the stuff from my mom..i dunno.As much as i dont like talking i look forward to group.OK weird i know.But yeah...Well in other news I went with kate after school to get our checks and go to the bank and then we went over to Tabys house to practice the dance since were all trying out together tomorrow.It was me brion andy taby kate and greg.And tabys mommy of course lol.Hopefully my audition goes okay.The only part i really am not looking forward to is the singing.BUt oh well ill get over it.So yeah well im off to go do some homework cuz i have alot to do on my research paper...Later
~me~

Change

I wish that I could speak
Tell you thinks would never change
I wish that I could hold you
Say it would always be the same
I wish that I could tell you
Love would last forever
Lie to you say
Never say Never
Swirling all around
In our mixed up minds
Trying not to think about
The quickly passing time
Losing our friendships
With every breath we take
Slowly growing older
With every move we make
Mourning inside for
The loss of childhood
Attempting and succeeding
At things we never though we could
But Failing and falling
To me is not strange
For Ive come to learn
The only constand thing is change...