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Feeling like I put all this time and energy and heart into this situation and in the end I basically wasted all of that. I just felt so awful today. I was good this morning at church and I was ready but just thinking about last night and later today I just felt like crying. I don't want sympathy from anyone especially one certain person because she just doesn't know. All I can do is trust in God and believe that everything is going to be ok. My hear hurts the most our of everything. I thought I was doing the right thing but obviously I wasn't. I can't look at this person. It hurts too much. I can't even be in the same room. But hey I will live!