Aug 06, 2006 10:16
being confused about things sucks....i wish i was more secure so i could just leave with no problem...eh
things that have been on my mind
friendships/bonds
the amazing weather here in austin...i love the sun more than anything
i'm scared shitless to leave
knowing i have no choice
old school songs...like tlc, 3lw and all that badd stuff haha
that gnarls barkley song
wondering if i'll be forgotten
cute birthday cards
anna leaving
hoodies
inside jokes that make absolutly no sense
obesssions with myspace/facebook...its just ridiculous
chilling with ab last night
why he still matters
how i want to get away from everything but it keeps following me
missing the old days
camping...
how aweosme my b-day dinner was
my rings
city high...what would you do?
why crying seems a given these days
today is a perfect barton springs day
both of my bfeaeaeae's are gone
how i ate so much food last night i don't even want to see any today
green cup of change
how much stuff i have
how everyone was so ready at the end of the year to "get the fuck out" and all of a sudden everyone has figured out that we are all acutally not gonna be around and are so scared to leave cause its actually real now...
and that i've felt that way the whole time
big hugs...that are just perfect
that i really want one right now
summer...and how intense/fun/amazing/emotonal/werid/crazy/yknow it has been
there's tons of other stuff but i just don't have the energy...i'm sure there will be an update