Mar 07, 2006 22:08
there are 9....
1) you were the first...you don't know that but you were. i met you on accident, and we bonded on accident, and you liked me back on accident. basically we were an accident all together. we spent way too much time together and were resented for that. i didn't exactly know what to do and it still worked out fine temporarily. we were like twins, and its kinda creepy. maybe we were soul mates (laaaame) or something but i miss you and i have no idea if you miss me or not (yet you seem to always show up somewhere when i least expect it). but i know that i was clearly supposed to learn something from you. so thanks for being apart of my life. (15 years old )
2) my emo period was your fault. me getting in all that trouble was also your fault. figuring myself out was your fault. and a lot of my music choice is your fault. i let you hurt me over an over because i loved you way too much. we made a good pair for the most part. over all things were good for maybe 4 months of our intense friendship. you let the world get to you. now its just awkward and i don't know how to act around you....and i miss the "sober" you, but even more i miss the good times. (13 years old)
3) your amazing...thats about all i can say to describe you. although you are extremely ditzy and crazy i still love you like woah. we have been close for forever, ever since the twisty swing incident :). even though i never see you when i do its like no time has passed at all. i will always love you and you will always be the one i call when no one has time to listen. i am so glad you are happy and that you know everything about me. (3 years)
4) we met though other people...twice. you always know how to make me smile and you definitely give some of the best hugs. i can always talk to you about whatever is on my mind and i know you won't make up some bullshit responce, you just listen. you are in way too deep and you know you are which is hard to watch. hearing you talk calms me and when you call me i know its cause you really want to talk or hang out not just to waste time. i like that there are no expectations with you, but at the same time its hard. you will always be my favorite...<3. (ummm 14 years old?)
5) youre my best friend and you will always be my best friend. we've been though some hard times and currently are facing really fucking hard shit but all that doesn't matter. it doesn't matter because we know all we have to do is get together and well laugh at anything and everything and basically just have a good time. although you might not be aware you have saved me many times and i really appreciate that. i am so glad that weve stayed friends even though there have been times when we couldn't even look at eachother. your awesome and i love you. (3 years old)
6) we have the same problems, and typically they happen at the same time. which is werid but i like that i'm kinda your older sister. i can tell you anything. although you are way younger than me i always forget and then randomly remember that i must be like your big sister. i forget that when i was your age i would have loved to have someone older helping me out with all the bullshit that teenagers have to go through. i hope i've helped you in some way, all of the times we've "gotten coffee" and "went to get dinner" or even skipping class (which are really just excuses to talk for hours). i don't know what i would do with out your smile and great fashion sense :).
7) we clash all the time. but then there are those moments when it just works and we mesh. its typically when we are alone and no one else is there to get in the way. and that makes me sad that i can't just love you for who you are. you are amazing and are way too unsure of yourself. i wish you could see how wonderful you are and how awesome you could be if you could get the courage up to just let yourself be yourslef. i have a feeling we will grow apart in about 5 or 6 months but i know that i will always remember you. (12 years old)
8) you suck. alot, and i don't know what else to say about our realtionship. its always been fake and there has always been an alterative motive and thats really horrible. i hate you for what you did to me. and i hate your jealousy, but i can't blame you. and secreatly i am glad you did what you did. you hurt me on purpose for selfish reasons and thats unexcuasable but i know you did it just cause you didnt' know what else to do, and i understand that. you can be an amazing person if you just get rid of all of your judgement. i wish we could start over and be real friends not fake ones. (14 years old)
9) when i first saw you i knew that we were going to get along. i don't know you well and i'm not qutie sure what to say to you but i just knwo that you are going to influence my life. from living in africa, to knowing me for 2 days and telling me i can call you anytime. you are clearly a phenominal person and i can't wait to get to know you better. (17 years old)