Him and Her
come back to me, tell me you dont love her anymore, tell me you love me again, im Better than She is, ill treat you Better then She ever will, i wont cheat on you like she did, youll always know my love was true, the feeling i had for you, they came back, and they are stronger than ever, just give me a chance, she had hers, let me be yours,i cant do this anymore. i feel that you dont really love her. you just needed someone at the time. why did we stop talking? everything was so good! nothing could have gone wrong. i sit up at night thinking about all the memories i have with you in such a short period of time. when you came to my house to see me when you smelled cause you just got done work. you taking me home one day and kicked everyone else out of your car cause it was just you and I. I would have done anything to have you. and i still will. i deserve that chance i never had. she just took over you. out of no where. when did you guys start talking. was it when we were? was it after? i have you first and i will have you last! i promise you that. she will get hers in the end. everything she did wrong in her pat relationships will come to haunt her! she will lose another that she loved to another female. yes she will! i will get what i want. always have always will! we was mine first and anyone can vouch for that. he is better off with me not her. why cant he just see she isnt for him! his heart is going to get ripped out and he is going to be in the worse pain and im gonna be there to patch it back together. everything she touches she hurts. dont touch him. his sweet big hurt cant get hurt esp by her. hopefully he makes the right decision.
on the other hand. what if he really is happy with someone like her. what if he truly does care about her and vise versa. for once could she be happy without the guy that she thought she loved. what if she didnt cheat on him. what if it for real. should i suck it up and let him go. move on. it is only high school and most high school relationships dont last. should i wait for my turn again. will it ever come back around? should i wait anyways? am i over analzing this? like i do with everything? should i let them be and let him learn the hard way? or should i do what i need to do? as long as i have the last laugh! but what if it lasts? is he going far away to college? that would be a plus if he was! that would put strain on the relationship! that is good? am i just being pure evil? could i actually think about doing this to someone? am i that evil? this whole thing is for my own gain. not anyone elses. well and someone elses feelings. all because of jealousy! why should i be jealous? thats right this younger girl has the guy i want? someone that i hate has the guy i want? maybe i hate her cause she is actually what i used to be? is that possible? he is with someone that was like me! i think im gonna let this one rid out on it's self! it is not my place to ruin a relationship! but i wanna be friends and i want to hang out with him? is that possible when she is with him and we dont really like each other. oh well we will see what happens in the future. that is all! just to let him i know i do care about him still. ever since last year in english class with Parrish. i dont care who knows. why should i hide my feelings because of her?
bye