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yeah so everything lately has been going okay. i think it could be better if somepeople would actually talk to me. but hey whatever happens happens. nuthin i can really do about it.
so yes no school yesterday and a 2-hour delay today. not a bad way to start out the week. im soo hoping for no school 2morrow and from what i hear we wont. yay!!! slept in a lil today cause of that wonderful thing we got to have. it was kinda nice. caitlin came home with me today and we watched signs and ate popcorn. it was like just to hang out and watch a movie. it was a good movie too....freaky but good. tried to call steve but he didnt answer. oh well... im not chasing after him anymore. cause if i do ill just end up getting hurt really bad again.. soo yeah me not gonna do that. we had course selection today. which is really scary cause im pickin courses for my ****SENIOR**** year. guess what guys we are almost outta here. omg cant wait but at the same time scared. i have no idea what im gonna do... like i know what i wanna do but i dont know if i wanna do that all my life. so now im like what classes should i take. and yet again my schedule is full and i have no time for anything. what else is new. i have no idea what im gonna do i have 2 jobs and school. and i really have to do good in school these next 2 quarters cause if i dont im screwed. everyone is so worried about their grades this year and no one is doing how they should cept for some people. this is such a bad year for me. to much emotional crap going on and i dont know how to handle it.
my sister is coming home april 9th or around that day but it is only for a visit to get all her stuff and whatnot andthen after that off she goes back down to flordia to live. but yeah that is her release date is the 9th. not really looking forward to that. way to much trouble and i cant handle her too.it is werid how 2 people are sooo a like and i love them both but they are 2 different people. if that makes any sense. sometimes i just dont know what to do. like i always think guys im only 16 why do you expect so much from me. im not 30! anyone ever think that too? like people expect way to much from you and you feel your to young and just wanna crawl inbed and sleep? oh that sounds so good right about now. my bed. ohh yay!!!
so yes no school yesterday and a 2-hour delay today. not a bad way to start out the week. im soo hoping for no school 2morrow and from what i hear we wont. yay!!! slept in a lil today cause of that wonderful thing we got to have. it was kinda nice. caitlin came home with me today and we watched signs and ate popcorn. it was like just to hang out and watch a movie. it was a good movie too....freaky but good. tried to call steve but he didnt answer. oh well... im not chasing after him anymore. cause if i do ill just end up getting hurt really bad again.. soo yeah me not gonna do that. we had course selection today. which is really scary cause im pickin courses for my ****SENIOR**** year. guess what guys we are almost outta here. omg cant wait but at the same time scared. i have no idea what im gonna do... like i know what i wanna do but i dont know if i wanna do that all my life. so now im like what classes should i take. and yet again my schedule is full and i have no time for anything. what else is new. i have no idea what im gonna do i have 2 jobs and school. and i really have to do good in school these next 2 quarters cause if i dont im screwed. everyone is so worried about their grades this year and no one is doing how they should cept for some people. this is such a bad year for me. to much emotional crap going on and i dont know how to handle it.
my sister is coming home april 9th or around that day but it is only for a visit to get all her stuff and whatnot andthen after that off she goes back down to flordia to live. but yeah that is her release date is the 9th. not really looking forward to that. way to much trouble and i cant handle her too.it is werid how 2 people are sooo a like and i love them both but they are 2 different people. if that makes any sense. sometimes i just dont know what to do. like i always think guys im only 16 why do you expect so much from me. im not 30! anyone ever think that too? like people expect way to much from you and you feel your to young and just wanna crawl inbed and sleep? oh that sounds so good right about now. my bed. ohh yay!!!