scary shit
The one entry by ashley really made me think about how lil time we have to ourselves. everything is seriously coming to an end for us.. like if you have a job and work 6 out of the 7 days like i do you really have no time as is.i mean seriously i work almost everyday.. i wake up at 11 get ready for work by 4 sometimes earlier dont get done until 9-9:30 sometimes later come home and rest.. when am i gonna have anytime to just chill with people... it is really rare.. it is freakin me out. like i watch people leave school every year and they are like all chill about it.. but for some reason im not.. after high school i have 8-10 years of collage ahead of me.. that is alot.. grant that is my decision to go that long.. but seriously im scared to death. working and school and life in general is scary..2 years left and we are all outta here like flies. everyone is soo scared to leave there friends but for me im scared to leave home and go out in the real world. friends i dont have any true friends... soo im not worried about that.. the people i think are my true friends always stab me in the back.. soo yeah leaving friends is not a problem but the actual fact of going out in the real world. working everyday for the rest of your life having bills to pay for and what not.. that is scary to me. i dunno about the rest of you. but for me it is different. well i wrote my peace on that.peace