nervous
im soo nervous... like i wasnt all day but now that is it 2 hours away.. im soo nervous.. im scared that i wont make it.. that is my biggest fear.. my jumps suck cuz i havent done anything in 2 years.. like im scared that everyone is going to look down on me cuz like their are people that make gymnastics and dance and have done cheerleading since 7th grade.. i dunno i shouldnt be scared. i made it back in 8th grade first time i can do this.. all i have to say to myself is i can do this i can do this.. i think that is with everything though. but for the next week im not eating anything and im drinking water.. i need to loose weight..at least 20 pounds if i wanna do this... and i really wanna..some things are going around and i think that is a bunch of crap.. but ohhh well.. if i make it ill be exuberant.. no lie.. if i dont expect me to be a bitch.. i hope they tell us thursday and not wait until friday.. that is going to kill me.. nuthin is getting in my way..im gonna do homework now and stretch some more.. and drink some water and stretch somemore... and drink somemore.. and if i cant get a ride with jenn im deff walking.. i really wanna do this.. all i have to say is im nervoussss like whoa... okay time for me to go and do homework and what not