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You'll notice that I'm going to start posting less and less in this thing.
I'm not taken well over the internet...so I will refrain from anything but fun witty banter. You'll also notice that a few posts will leave this journal. I feel like I put myself out for everyone and the people that I thought cared...used it to critique me...used it b/c they don't really know me for me. *shrugs* I can't help but feel like I tried...and failed miserably.
Last night was hard...spent a long time crying on Turbos' shoulder. I'll write about it somewhere else.
My heart has never been my own to keep...just sux that a few people have a piece of it that have such a bad taste in their mouth about me.
condescension. That's what it is. Being talked down to, like I'm a 5 year old that took a cookie before dinner. W/E.
I'm done...not more for this journal. I'll send out an email as to where to find my next journal b/c it's the only way I talk to some of y'all.
love
I'm not taken well over the internet...so I will refrain from anything but fun witty banter. You'll also notice that a few posts will leave this journal. I feel like I put myself out for everyone and the people that I thought cared...used it to critique me...used it b/c they don't really know me for me. *shrugs* I can't help but feel like I tried...and failed miserably.
Last night was hard...spent a long time crying on Turbos' shoulder. I'll write about it somewhere else.
My heart has never been my own to keep...just sux that a few people have a piece of it that have such a bad taste in their mouth about me.
condescension. That's what it is. Being talked down to, like I'm a 5 year old that took a cookie before dinner. W/E.
I'm done...not more for this journal. I'll send out an email as to where to find my next journal b/c it's the only way I talk to some of y'all.
love