Sweet Tea
It's not the same as when it's made with real sugar...might do that next time. Splenda is better for me though...w/e
Today has been hard to handle in many ways...I really wish I could call up a friend to come over..but everyone is either 30 or 100miles away. It's all good...I just wish ya know? I want so badly to be in the company of someone right now!
I really want to see Ste...this seeing him everyday then not seeing him thing doesn't work for me...I thought we went over this. I'm crossing my fingers for a car atm. Cross your fingers that this actually comes through. It would be nice...I won't go into too many details.
I'm a little tired...been up and not doing anything...I shouldn't be. I can't sleep though...I put my head down for a little nap like...before I ate...and that didn't work...at all. I want to curl into a ball in Ste's arms and drift off to sleep. That would be nice:) Or to hang out with a couple girlfriends and shoot the shit...and eat JUNK FOOD...lol. I know I made sacrifices to come down here...I understand that...it's days like today though that make me know where I"m going to end up. You know the funny part, today wasn't even bad for Ste and I, infact it's been one of the better ones we've had since the truck died. I do kinda miss the old truck, I miss seeing Ste every morning...talking to him while I put my shoes on in the car (I'm sucha little kid sometimes:) ) Soon it'll be back to normal.
mmk...I think that's it. I needa do my dish (my glass from sweet tea) and then head to bed and try to sleep, yeah it's early, I know that...but it's also a routine I need to keep up you know?
leaving with a quote though:
"The trouble with resisting tempation is you may not get another chance." - Laurence Peter
Today has been hard to handle in many ways...I really wish I could call up a friend to come over..but everyone is either 30 or 100miles away. It's all good...I just wish ya know? I want so badly to be in the company of someone right now!
I really want to see Ste...this seeing him everyday then not seeing him thing doesn't work for me...I thought we went over this. I'm crossing my fingers for a car atm. Cross your fingers that this actually comes through. It would be nice...I won't go into too many details.
I'm a little tired...been up and not doing anything...I shouldn't be. I can't sleep though...I put my head down for a little nap like...before I ate...and that didn't work...at all. I want to curl into a ball in Ste's arms and drift off to sleep. That would be nice:) Or to hang out with a couple girlfriends and shoot the shit...and eat JUNK FOOD...lol. I know I made sacrifices to come down here...I understand that...it's days like today though that make me know where I"m going to end up. You know the funny part, today wasn't even bad for Ste and I, infact it's been one of the better ones we've had since the truck died. I do kinda miss the old truck, I miss seeing Ste every morning...talking to him while I put my shoes on in the car (I'm sucha little kid sometimes:) ) Soon it'll be back to normal.
mmk...I think that's it. I needa do my dish (my glass from sweet tea) and then head to bed and try to sleep, yeah it's early, I know that...but it's also a routine I need to keep up you know?
leaving with a quote though:
"The trouble with resisting tempation is you may not get another chance." - Laurence Peter