A Bi-Polar Episode
Errg. I was writing an entry with the LJ app the on Ipad and then the damn thing didn't save it in my draft when I went to look for a picture to post. Lesson learned: the LJ app is worthless like the Facebook app.
Anyways. Now that I am using the site and see the auto draft in the corner, I am in a better mood. That is actually what I was talking about before my blah blahs were tossed. My mood was up and then down. Then up again and then back down. And that was in a matter of hours. Maybe I am bi-polar.
I was pretty stoked when I got off work yesterday. FINALLY Friday decides to show up. It was a long ass week, let me tell you. Elephant, Dori, Squeakers, and I were going to go dancing. I haven't been since my birthday and I have been wanting to go. It's a release. And then I think of this:
But then Elephant wasn't feeling good. So there went my night. I LOVE my friends, I do. But something ALWAYS comes up. And I get it. Kids and husbands. But Squeakers is another issue. I can never get him to come out. I kinda stopped asking. I didn't even ask him on this outing. I have the feeling he thinks I still have a thing for him. No, bro. You telling me clear as day "I don't see you like that" set that REAL straight. And it was ok. He was honest with me when I needed it and most importantly, didn't walk away from me when shit got awkward. It wouldn't have gone well anyways because I realized that I am still too messed up and that's not fair to anyone. But I am passed that and I like our friendship. That is when we get a chance to actually do things together. So when Elephant cancelled, I told him and asked if he wanted to do something anyways. He said he didn't know but if he found something he would let me know. :/
I was on my way to get my eyebrows done at the mall and I walked through Dillards like I normally do. I gotta pass the purses and there I see it. My pretty. The one I have been wanting since September. The purple, leather Coach purse. I already know how much it is but it's on the other side. The CLEARANCE side. I am getting excited. I see 30%. I see 40%. Then, I see 50% off. I look at it and I can't see the price tag but I see it on it's pink friend. 50% off. Muthafuck. I then remembered I had put my 10% shopping pass in my planner THAT morning at work. My brain is going into overload. But I need to get my eyebrows done before my girl has to leave. So I walk away. I walk into the salon and suddenly I want my hair cut. So I get it done. My girl is the best. She curled it and styled it and it was awesome! I walked out of there feeling bouncy! And still thinking about My Pretty. So I go back. After looking at other cheaper purses and My Pretty's little sisters and cousins, I got her. I love her.
http://pinterest.com/pin/252834966552294038/
In a better mood, BFF and I go out to dinner. We were trying to go to the movies but everything started late and she was tired so we go home. I get home and I am texting back and forth with MBFF, Elephant, and Miss Lissa, laughing because they are hilarious. Then one goddamn song comes on. Just ruins my good night. I have been in an eh mood today since it's been raining. My plan was to go get some errands done but I liked my bed more. Oh well. Maybe tomorrow.
Anyways. Now that I am using the site and see the auto draft in the corner, I am in a better mood. That is actually what I was talking about before my blah blahs were tossed. My mood was up and then down. Then up again and then back down. And that was in a matter of hours. Maybe I am bi-polar.
I was pretty stoked when I got off work yesterday. FINALLY Friday decides to show up. It was a long ass week, let me tell you. Elephant, Dori, Squeakers, and I were going to go dancing. I haven't been since my birthday and I have been wanting to go. It's a release. And then I think of this:
Click to viewBut then Elephant wasn't feeling good. So there went my night. I LOVE my friends, I do. But something ALWAYS comes up. And I get it. Kids and husbands. But Squeakers is another issue. I can never get him to come out. I kinda stopped asking. I didn't even ask him on this outing. I have the feeling he thinks I still have a thing for him. No, bro. You telling me clear as day "I don't see you like that" set that REAL straight. And it was ok. He was honest with me when I needed it and most importantly, didn't walk away from me when shit got awkward. It wouldn't have gone well anyways because I realized that I am still too messed up and that's not fair to anyone. But I am passed that and I like our friendship. That is when we get a chance to actually do things together. So when Elephant cancelled, I told him and asked if he wanted to do something anyways. He said he didn't know but if he found something he would let me know. :/
I was on my way to get my eyebrows done at the mall and I walked through Dillards like I normally do. I gotta pass the purses and there I see it. My pretty. The one I have been wanting since September. The purple, leather Coach purse. I already know how much it is but it's on the other side. The CLEARANCE side. I am getting excited. I see 30%. I see 40%. Then, I see 50% off. I look at it and I can't see the price tag but I see it on it's pink friend. 50% off. Muthafuck. I then remembered I had put my 10% shopping pass in my planner THAT morning at work. My brain is going into overload. But I need to get my eyebrows done before my girl has to leave. So I walk away. I walk into the salon and suddenly I want my hair cut. So I get it done. My girl is the best. She curled it and styled it and it was awesome! I walked out of there feeling bouncy! And still thinking about My Pretty. So I go back. After looking at other cheaper purses and My Pretty's little sisters and cousins, I got her. I love her.
http://pinterest.com/pin/252834966552294038/
In a better mood, BFF and I go out to dinner. We were trying to go to the movies but everything started late and she was tired so we go home. I get home and I am texting back and forth with MBFF, Elephant, and Miss Lissa, laughing because they are hilarious. Then one goddamn song comes on. Just ruins my good night. I have been in an eh mood today since it's been raining. My plan was to go get some errands done but I liked my bed more. Oh well. Maybe tomorrow.