Sep 04, 2006 23:18
dilemma: i don't know what i want.
i know, i know, what else is new. i kinda like someone... he's really sweet. the two of us can talk and talk about all sorts of stuff. not to mention, he's got these to-die-for eyes... always a plus. i don't really know what to make of this, because i can see myself liking him, but something's holding me back, and i can't figure out what that is. and of course, it doesn't help that there are still other guys who could potentially catch my interest, but no one really stands out a whole ton. i hate being so indecisive and picky. it's the reason why i've been alone my entire life... blah. no dwelling on that, though.
i think i need to spend more time with him. hm. i guess we'll see.
random thought: i am so ready for halloween and thanksgiving and christmas. i want to be able to drive around with my windows down, and buy air fresheners that smell like pumpkins and cinnamon. =) oh, how i love fall.