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it beauifutl outside espically after the rain. i have become a myspace addict and i am quitiing because i just read tim's blogs and they make me cry hardcore cause he's already in love with someone else. i hate boys. so im trying to push him out of my head but the more i try the more thoughts of him come in my head. WTF. im even like 3000 miles away and i cant get rid of him. BAH. so i have two jobs now mainly cause i want absouletly NO time to think about life and love and boys and pain. i got a server job on the portland spirit. im gonna be home alone probably for the holidays and working...woo woo. i have to keep busy or i will go mental. i can't wait till the rain is over for awhile again.