gross
no wonder i didnt wear tank tops all summer. i am trying so friggin hard not to be bored and depressed...but its not working so well. i watched both of my showcase videos...GROSS to the max. i am definetly too weird looking and fat to do film/tv. thats sad. i am going to see switchfoot on friday with jenna! yay! i hung out with the music store boy on sat and he is AWESOME. we ate pizza, dranks cocoa, and talked about all sorts of things. hes a cool artsy musician skater outdoorsy dog loving basketball playing boy. he digs me...and we're gonna hang out again...yet im still just meh and every day feels like 80 years.