good times are about to turn into bad times
curently living in north oakland with my grandmother because i got kicked out, so now im looking for a better job so i can move out and be independent...Im losing a really good close friend in Nov that i will truly miss i dont know what im going to do without her. but i know she will be happy in NY *CRYS* i dont think ill find a crazy ass friend like her again..???
Im going to mis going to caliente.seeing all my new friends in frisco it just want be the same without karina cuz she dances with me..the guys i met up there dont fuckin dance..too cool for that... i might go to cali only if Raymond comes
Raymond and i are off and on all the time..we have a unhealthy relationship right now, and its mostly my fault he says it because im not open and i dont communicate ...he wants to know what i want.. but i just dont know, i like being single and talking to other guys and maybe getting to know them better but i'll always compare them to raymond i know i like him its just i dont want to tell him because im scared.. I think im scared to be in a realationship...because i'll have to cut ties with close guy friends....lol i should do it for ray but he has to cut all his too..i should tell him that. BOW WOW&CIARA-LIKE YOU thats raymond and my song..hehe cheesy i know<3 and so what
Hes happy that im a bit closer to him because now we can have something...we hung out last night which was cool watched t.v and i met his dad and step mom..that was scary..but i was glad to meet them..and i love his brothers those are my boysss..kicked it with them a few times..they make me smile
well nada else to say..its about to be an intresting weekend at karina house...Logan is near by hahaha???U know wat that means marcia..lol shhhhhh
Im going to mis going to caliente.seeing all my new friends in frisco it just want be the same without karina cuz she dances with me..the guys i met up there dont fuckin dance..too cool for that... i might go to cali only if Raymond comes
Raymond and i are off and on all the time..we have a unhealthy relationship right now, and its mostly my fault he says it because im not open and i dont communicate ...he wants to know what i want.. but i just dont know, i like being single and talking to other guys and maybe getting to know them better but i'll always compare them to raymond i know i like him its just i dont want to tell him because im scared.. I think im scared to be in a realationship...because i'll have to cut ties with close guy friends....lol i should do it for ray but he has to cut all his too..i should tell him that. BOW WOW&CIARA-LIKE YOU thats raymond and my song..hehe cheesy i know<3 and so what
Hes happy that im a bit closer to him because now we can have something...we hung out last night which was cool watched t.v and i met his dad and step mom..that was scary..but i was glad to meet them..and i love his brothers those are my boysss..kicked it with them a few times..they make me smile
well nada else to say..its about to be an intresting weekend at karina house...Logan is near by hahaha???U know wat that means marcia..lol shhhhhh