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Dec 19, 2006 22:40

I'm so jealous of all those people who know what they want. Even if they never ever get it, at least they know what it is they didn't get, right? I wish i knew what i wanted. Unfortunately for me though, i don't. Sometimes i think i want a good paying job and a car, and then sometimes i think that's the worst idea ever. Sometimes i decide that i should get a boyfriend, and then other times i realize that i would be totally unhappy with one. Then again, i am totally unhappy without one. I realized today in the shower (where i seem to have most of my epiphanies) that the perfect guy for me would be one that i could talk to for hours and hours and never run out of things to say to. Usually, when i talk to people, we have a nice little conversation and then it gets quiet and we spend an awkward couple of seconds just trying to figure out what to say. And the longer that silence draws out the less you want to say anything because you'll just sound funny, so eventually you just end up leaving and going somewhere else. That always happens to me, especially with guys that i like (coughGeorgecough). So i have therefore decided that the perfect guy for me would be one that that does not happen to. I could call him on the phone or i could talk to him face to face, and no matter how long or how short our conversation is, i would never run out of things to say.

In other news, I saw Driving Lessons with the lovely Kate yesterday, and though the Manor was kind of creepy because we were the only ones there and you had to go upstairs to use the bathrooms, the movie was totally worth the YEAR wait. It was hilarious! And of course, we had almost a full two hours of getting to watch Rupert Grint be awkward and WONDERFUL!!! Plus, we ate at Panera and Kate put Hi-C and sprite in my soup and i put a hairy straw in her drink. So all in all i'd say it was a good time!

I really need to wrap all of my presents. Actually, first i guess i should get to making all my presents. I have to make my mother's, and I have basically no idea what i'm gonna do for Kate. Sasha's so simple, she just wants candy. And basically anything that makes robot noises is good for matthew. I already have my dad's too, so mostly i just gotta make stuff for mom and kate. but for right now, i'm going to do some hanging on my walls (not me hanging, but hanging things up there, like posters) and then i am going to bed.

Goodbye! (or as Mario and Luigi would say, Ciao!)
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